Cariweb

Time: 2:18pm
Location: Boss' Office
Status: Tired

Dear Diary:

Why do people love seeing over people miserable? And when they see you're happy and doing well they turn nasty and resentful?

I can't stand people. I enjoyed my Christmas holidays but discovered that one or two of the people in my life are just ... "haters"...

I know times are tough for all and its wrong to gloat but God forbid if you tell the truth when they ask you how you're doing and what you got for Christmas.. 

I mean really!

When I lost my job and had no money to pay my rent 8 bloody years ago - where were you f******? When I asked you to help me, did you? No, If I remember correctly you didnt care.

And how about the time you gave your pothead man your half of our rent money. Remember that?!? I sure do.

So why you coming to me now?  Why should I feel bad now because my life is going smooth and I'm finally at a point where I don't have to worry about anything? Why should you even cross my thoughts?

When I was single and alone did I spend the holidays bitching and complaining? No.

Did I try and make everyone feel bad that I didnt have an other half? No.
And when you were hugging up against your other half did you care how I felt? Did it bother you that I was alone?

NO.

So now you're in the same bloody predicament I was in for years, you expect me to feel sorry for you and not tell you what my hubby bought me EVEN THOUGH  YOU F***ing ASKED, do i need to feel bad?

Don't friking ask if you don't want to know!!!

Yeah, my life is great. And I thank God every day for it. I love my family and I finally have the little midget I always wanted in my life!

Now if you weren't such a money-hungry-slutty-w**** maybe your husband wouldnt have left you and you wouldn't have spent Christmas alone.

Imma go back to singing my songs.. Now stop stalking me, piss off and stop ruining my holidays!

"Tiiiss the seassson to be jollllyyyy..."